It is only a matter of time before Mason and I can no longer sit side by side in the rocker in his room. I'll pretend it's because he is getting so big. It has nothing to do with me :)
While this makes me sad, I am more mindful of it than I was with Owen. So, I am purposefully enjoying every second of his snuggles, songs and stories. Not to mention the elbows I get in the tummy and chest. Two very sensitive spots these days. Hopefully this baby won't come out bruised!
When we brought Mason home from the hospital I wasn't prepared for how my view of Owen, who was 3 at the time, would change. Now, I know. Mason will seem instantly bigger, older and not nearly as darling. And while I am feeding or getting/keeping the baby asleep, he will seem louder and rougher and more annoying. And do to the lack of sleep and just wanting peace, I will mostly likely miss so many sweet moments.
So, I am absorbing as many moments as I can, singing an extra song and sneaking an extra kiss, knowing that soon, very soon he will be in Kindergarten and just a little too cool.
I am thankful for this current perspective. I am really enjoying the time I have during the day with just him. It's almost like being with Owen while we awaited Mason's arrival. Mason and I are becoming buddies, just like Owen and I did. This age is difficult, but oh so fun.
2 comments:
I'm glad for your perspective too....and will try to enjoy Finley just as much as well!
ali, that's awesome! great perspective...and reminder to enjoy the moments we have today.
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